Bittersweet

There just are no words...well I guess there's one...bittersweet. I am so very content with the family that I have been blessed with...not a bit of me wants to have another baby. Cole completed our family. BUT...the sight of him...without his baby curls...honestly makes my heart ache...just a little bit. He's it. The last baby. Every milestone we make...is the last. Part of me wants him to stay my baby forever...and the other part of me loves seeing him grow...because he has been so different than the girls...everything seems new! Aaron finally had to take him to get a haircut...because I just couldn't watch all the tiny curls fall to the ground. He didn't tell me when he was doing it...I just got this picture one afternoon at work. He looks absolutely precious...and I guess he will always be my baby...no matter how big he gets.